Those Numbered Days: An Autoethnography on Living and Dying with a Cancer Patient. (September 2018)

• Record Type: Journal Article
• Authors: Nath, Suman
• Is Part Of: Journal of human values. Volume 24:Number 3(2018)
• Page Start: 174
• Page End: 184
• Publication Date: 2018-09
• Subjects: Cancer research -- relationships -- self -- death and dying; Management -- Moral and ethical aspects -- Periodicals; Social values -- Periodicals; Business ethics -- Periodicals; 303.4
• DOI: 10.1177/0971685818774154
• Languages: English
• ISSNs: 0971-6858

Abstract

Doing research on cancer patients often involves painful journeys through the processes of involvement and detachment with research settings and participants. It is a self-transforming event to see close cared for people die. Yet frequently these experiences remain unreported in academic writing. The present article attempts to depict the narratives of attachment in the context of terminal illness and detachment as a consequence of death of the research participant, Jabbar, to reflect on such a journey. It focuses on the formation of a relationship beyond the boundaries of the purposes of research to reflect on two related issues, first, the nature of attachments and relationship building that goes in parallel to the formal dimensions of the research, and second, emotions, self-transformation and contextual embeddedness of doing research with terminally ill cancer patients.