"This Path Is Full of Thorns": Narrative, Subjunctivity, and HIV in Indonesia. (5th March 2018)

• Record Type: Journal Article
• Authors: Samuels, Annemarie
• Is Part Of: Ethos. Volume 46:Number 1(2018:Mar.)
• Page Start: 95
• Page End: 114
• Publication Date: 2018-03-05
• Subjects: Ethnopsychology -- Periodicals; Personality and culture -- Periodicals; 155.805
• DOI: 10.1111/etho.12194
• Languages: English
• ISSNs: 0091-2131

Abstract

Abstract: In this article, I focus on the active fostering of subjunctivity in processes of narrative worldmaking. Drawing extensively from the narrative of an HIV‐positive woman in Indonesia, I show that by subjunctively leaving open multiple narrative trajectories and future possibilities, individuals may navigate the ethical complexities of their lives and maintain relationships with the world and others while staying true to the things that really matter to them. I suggest that although entertaining a range of possible future trajectories may involve constructing several alternative narrative plots, most of the time there is no plot to be followed, and not determining future parallel plots may be more helpful in balancing conflicting ethical demands. By not imagining clear beginnings and endings of narratives yet actively retaining narrative possibilities, values that may seem incompatible in the present may then all be kept open for future moral striving. [narrative, subjunctivity, ethics, HIV]